“I do believe, help my unbelief”.
Mark 9:24
Anselm became The Archbishop of Canterbury in 1093. He was born in 1033 or 34, in Italy. He died April 21, 1109. Among some of his works, was a piece, “Faith
Seeking Understanding”. Here is a prayer
of his from “The One Year Book of Personal Prayer”. What he prayed is what this man, who had such
urgent and personal need, prayed in today’s reference. His, both of them, might be a prayer that we
would also offer.
Here is Anselm’s prayer:
“I confess, Lord, with thanksgiving, that you have made me
in Your image, so that I can remember You, think of You, and love You. But that image is so worn and blotted out by
faults, and darkened by the smoke of sin, that it cannot do that for which it
was made, unless you renew and refashion it.
Lord, I am not trying to make my way to Your height, for my
understanding is in no way equal to that, but I do desire to understand a
little of Your truth which my heart already believes and loves. I do not seek to understand so that I can
believe, but I believe so that I may understand; and what is more, I believe
that unless I do believe, I shall not understand”.
The man Mark tells about could not understand how Jesus
could heal the trauma his son—and himself—were experiencing. He did believe that Jesus could do it. And, Jesus did what he believed he could
do…despite that he could not understand just how.
The answer is “Believe”.
Some we will never fully understand.
What it is possible for us to understand we will gain as we insist upon
believing. Until then, we will believe.